August 21, 2014

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7-8:30 p.m.

I visited Dad at the hospital with Mom and I told him that I've made peace with him and everything that happened in the past, as I had forgiven everything when I was 24. I also told him that there is nothing bad between us and that I love him dearly and that I hope he can be at peace too.

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