September 16, 2014

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Dad chose to drink today and he could barely function because of that and the pain. He wanted to talk to Bobby, but Bobby didn't want to talk to him because he had drank. I wonder how long it will be before Dad passes away; I have a feeling that it won't be too long until that happens.

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