The Words Are Lost - written by Heather Leigh Cameron - October 15, 2014

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The Words Are Lost - written by Heather Leigh Cameron
October 15, 2014

Finding the right words
not knowing what to say.
Struggling for definitions
that are lost within the mind
yet yearning to be spoken.

Where am I, who am I, what do I want?
I don't remember how live each day.
Not knowing where to travel to
but wanting to go off somewhere.
Therein lies a hidden danger.

Cancer is evil; a tool devised by Satan
created to rob the minds of dignity and knowledge.
Trained to be aggressive and kill as fast as possible.
Without emotion, without a care in this world
only to destroy the quality of human life as it is known.

Fight as you might, the outcome is unknown.
Just know that the fighters are never alone.
Divine and earthly help is ready and waiting
to lift the heavy burdens and sorrow from the plate.
Those who ask will feel strength be brought unto them.

The words are lost in the abyss of the mind.
Once spoken easily, now almost impossible to find.
All that can be done is to try a little more.
Sooner than later, the sufferer will see the shore
where the waves will painlessly carry them to an eternity of peace.

(c) Heather Leigh Cameron. October 15, 2014

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